Loud.

Echos.

Strong.

Hums.

Screams whispered.

One more tear

One more sniff

One more ache

One more scream

Still whispers.

I'm getting numb again

I'm getting cold again

Thoughts in my head are running wild

I've been here before

Never to be near

But look

Now I'm here

It feels like home

But no!

I don't want this house

This viscous cycle

I want the warmth

I want the sunshine

I want it all

Staring at the waves

I want to scream

I whisper.

It won't stop

The tears

Can it stop

The thoughts

Stop!

Feeling!

Just. Stop. Please.

It's only today,

tomorrow I will be fine.

The day comes

and the feelings magnify

I suppress it

thats what I know best

Hide.

Too deep never to be found.

Until it all comes tumbling down.

Screams...whispered.

~ Chasez - "Honey in a rock"

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